is it okay to cry while writing a chapter??

[thomaspynchoff]

Sept 17, 2014 0:31:56 GMT heather said:

Sept 17, 2014 0:29:05 GMT thomaspynchoff said:

I pretty much turn into this:

MARIA SAAAME

WITH THE WHOLE MESS AND EVERYTHING OMG

[bex]

I'M A TERRIBLE, EMOTIONLESS SOUL OMG but it's probs cuz I'm a sucker for happy endings. The rest of you, though... some of ya'll cut deep and straight in the gut omfg.

[hi i'm shilo]

Sept 17, 2014 0:21:30 GMT heather said:

Sept 16, 2014 22:56:03 GMT hi i'm shilo said:

dude i cry my eyeballs out when i write sad stuff and dont even get me started on the sexy stuff i just omg its the most intense thing ever

I turn into a four year old when I write sad scenes, like I've gone through an entire box of kleenex writing one chapter. it was terra nullius for anyone reading this i ugh
It's absolutely awful and most of the time I want to punch myself in the face, but it's also good because at least when you cry while writing something it means you really care/ have a soft spot for the story.

yessss i mean if your own writing can make you cry just imagine how many others it could like thats pretty good writing right there

[mar]

Sept 16, 2014 22:56:03 GMT hi i'm shilo said:

dude i cry my eyeballs out when i write sad stuff and dont even get me started on the sexy stuff i just omg its the most intense thing ever

so this site never even notified me ppl were posting on my thread i s2g i would have replied sooner if i had seen this sooner.


UGH IKR LIKE WHY MUST FANFICTION CHARACTERS MAKE MY LIFE HARD HOW IS THIS FAIR TO ME I GIVE UP.

the sexy stuff doesnt make me cry, though. it makes my sheets wet i mean what

[mar]

Sept 17, 2014 0:34:06 GMT thomaspynchoff said:

Sept 17, 2014 0:31:56 GMT heather said:

MARIA SAAAME

WITH THE WHOLE MESS AND EVERYTHING OMG

MARIA THAT PICTURE IS LITERALLY SO ACCURATE IT HURTS OMFG

[hi i'm shilo]

Sept 17, 2014 6:35:51 GMT mar said:

Sept 16, 2014 22:56:03 GMT hi i'm shilo said:

dude i cry my eyeballs out when i write sad stuff and dont even get me started on the sexy stuff i just omg its the most intense thing ever

so this site never even notified me ppl were posting on my thread i s2g i would have replied sooner if i had seen this sooner.


UGH IKR LIKE WHY MUST FANFICTION CHARACTERS MAKE MY LIFE HARD HOW IS THIS FAIR TO ME I GIVE UP.

the sexy stuff doesnt make me cry, though. it makes my sheets wet i mean what

i cry because i cant do sexy at all and then i always end up sidetracked reading something purely smutty for inspiration and lo and behold i do no writing myself which makes me cry

[heather]

Sept 17, 2014 0:41:09 GMT hi i'm shilo said:

Sept 17, 2014 0:21:30 GMT heather said:

I turn into a four year old when I write sad scenes, like I've gone through an entire box of kleenex writing one chapter. it was terra nullius for anyone reading this i ugh
It's absolutely awful and most of the time I want to punch myself in the face, but it's also good because at least when you cry while writing something it means you really care/ have a soft spot for the story.

yessss i mean if your own writing can make you cry just imagine how many others it could like thats pretty good writing right there

Yeah, except in my case it's just because I go very hard for my characters. Lol. I attach really easily to those I write. 

[hi i'm shilo]

Sept 17, 2014 6:50:17 GMT heather said:

Sept 17, 2014 0:41:09 GMT hi i'm shilo said:

yessss i mean if your own writing can make you cry just imagine how many others it could like thats pretty good writing right there

Yeah, except in my case it's just because I go very hard for my characters. Lol. I attach really easily to those I write. 

dont worry, i do too! haha

[mar]

Sept 17, 2014 6:38:50 GMT hi i'm shilo said:

Sept 17, 2014 6:35:51 GMT mar said:

so this site never even notified me ppl were posting on my thread i s2g i would have replied sooner if i had seen this sooner.


UGH IKR LIKE WHY MUST FANFICTION CHARACTERS MAKE MY LIFE HARD HOW IS THIS FAIR TO ME I GIVE UP.

the sexy stuff doesnt make me cry, though. it makes my sheets wet i mean what

i cry because i cant do sexy at all and then i always end up sidetracked reading something purely smutty for inspiration and lo and behold i do no writing myself which makes me cry

you are me. i am you. we are one.

i want to be good at writing smut but ugh writing smut is awkward so i just go read smut

[hi i'm shilo]

Sept 17, 2014 14:38:35 GMT mar said:

Sept 17, 2014 6:38:50 GMT hi i'm shilo said:

i cry because i cant do sexy at all and then i always end up sidetracked reading something purely smutty for inspiration and lo and behold i do no writing myself which makes me cry

you are me. i am you. we are one.

i want to be good at writing smut but ugh writing smut is awkward so i just go read smut

yesssss hello my twin

[korra]

Sept 17, 2014 14:38:35 GMT mar said:

Sept 17, 2014 6:38:50 GMT hi i'm shilo said:

i cry because i cant do sexy at all and then i always end up sidetracked reading something purely smutty for inspiration and lo and behold i do no writing myself which makes me cry

you are me. i am you. we are one.

i want to be good at writing smut but ugh writing smut is awkward so i just go read smut

WHENEVER I EVEN THINK ABOUT WRITING SMUT I FEEL REALLY AWKWARD BUT I THINK THATS MOSTLY DUE TO THE FACT THAT IVE NEVER DONE THE SMUT SO HOW DO I WRITE THE SMUT WITHOUT EVER DOING THE SMUT.

honestly I can see myself having sex just for research purposes but I haven't reached that level yet.

[mar]

Sept 17, 2014 22:07:32 GMT korra said:

Sept 17, 2014 14:38:35 GMT mar said:

you are me. i am you. we are one.

i want to be good at writing smut but ugh writing smut is awkward so i just go read smut

WHENEVER I EVEN THINK ABOUT WRITING SMUT I FEEL REALLY AWKWARD BUT I THINK THATS MOSTLY DUE TO THE FACT THAT IVE NEVER DONE THE SMUT SO HOW DO I WRITE THE SMUT WITHOUT EVER DOING THE SMUT.

honestly I can see myself having sex just for research purposes but I haven't reached that level yet.

IM CHOKING BC IM LAUGHING SO HARD THIS IS ME OH MY GOD.



yeah exactly like how do you write about blowjobs when you have never given a blowjob it makes no sense.

#thevirginstruggles



and its funny bc you can ask anybody and theyll tell you im like the most sexual smut crazed person ever but when i sit in front of my screen trying to write the nasty i just dont know what to do with myself

[korra]

Sept 17, 2014 22:49:43 GMT mar said:

Sept 17, 2014 22:07:32 GMT korra said:

WHENEVER I EVEN THINK ABOUT WRITING SMUT I FEEL REALLY AWKWARD BUT I THINK THATS MOSTLY DUE TO THE FACT THAT IVE NEVER DONE THE SMUT SO HOW DO I WRITE THE SMUT WITHOUT EVER DOING THE SMUT.

honestly I can see myself having sex just for research purposes but I haven't reached that level yet.

IM CHOKING BC IM LAUGHING SO HARD THIS IS ME OH MY GOD.



yeah exactly like how do you write about blowjobs when you have never given a blowjob it makes no sense.

#thevirginstruggles



and its funny bc you can ask anybody and theyll tell you im like the most sexual smut crazed person ever but when i sit in front of my screen trying to write the nasty i just dont know what to do with myself

#thevirginstruggles should become a thing.

I probably wouldn't have such a problem with writing smut if it weren't for the fact that whenever I try to write smut the only thing going through my mind is "this is the most unsanitary thing oh my god go wash your hands. Take a shower."

AND THEN I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FRAUD AND EVERYONE WILL KNOW THAT IM A FRAUD AND I JUST.

[mar]

Sept 17, 2014 23:27:24 GMT korra said:

Sept 17, 2014 22:49:43 GMT mar said:

IM CHOKING BC IM LAUGHING SO HARD THIS IS ME OH MY GOD.



yeah exactly like how do you write about blowjobs when you have never given a blowjob it makes no sense.

#thevirginstruggles



and its funny bc you can ask anybody and theyll tell you im like the most sexual smut crazed person ever but when i sit in front of my screen trying to write the nasty i just dont know what to do with myself

#thevirginstruggles should become a thing.

I probably wouldn't have such a problem with writing smut if it weren't for the fact that whenever I try to write smut the only thing going through my mind is "this is the most unsanitary thing oh my god go wash your hands. Take a shower."

AND THEN I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FRAUD AND EVERYONE WILL KNOW THAT IM A FRAUD AND I JUST.

#thevirginstruggles should be a thing tbh yes. 

idk if you have watched the big bang theory but you just sounded exactly like sheldon from the show. but thats also me and this is creepy. i mean, a body entering another, that is kind of uncanny. i try to watch porn and it makes me awkward and i dont understand bc i get turned on with smut but yet cant see porn without wanting to vomit?? WHAT EVEN.

were a fraud, my friend, were a fraud.

[korra]

Sept 18, 2014 0:00:53 GMT mar said:

Sept 17, 2014 23:27:24 GMT korra said:

#thevirginstruggles should become a thing.

I probably wouldn't have such a problem with writing smut if it weren't for the fact that whenever I try to write smut the only thing going through my mind is "this is the most unsanitary thing oh my god go wash your hands. Take a shower."

AND THEN I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FRAUD AND EVERYONE WILL KNOW THAT IM A FRAUD AND I JUST.

#thevirginstruggles should be a thing tbh yes. 

idk if you have watched the big bang theory but you just sounded exactly like sheldon from the show. but thats also me and this is creepy. i mean, a body entering another, that is kind of uncanny. i try to watch porn and it makes me awkward and i dont understand bc i get turned on with smut but yet cant see porn without wanting to vomit?? WHAT EVEN.

were a fraud, my friend, were a fraud.

i do watch the big bang theory AND I WAS SO EXCITED THE FIRST TIME I SAW IT BECAUSE FINALLY THERE WAS A CHARACTER WHO FELT  THE SAME WAY ABOUT SEX. i don't blame you for being grossed out by porn though, like if you look at what's out there, it's hard not to be.